Sunday, December 01, 2013

The Wild Hunt

We planned another quick, weekend getaway to decompress and soak up a nice, crackling fire before the season turns too cold for hiking and marshmallow roasting. This time, we decided we wanted to hit New Ulm! For a long time now, we've wanted to tour the Schell's Brewery, and the city of New Ulm shares its borders with Flandrau State Park, so we booked a night in one of their two camper cabins and virtually had the whole half of the camping area to ourselves!







Since the city is so close, many people come to the park to walk their dogs and take their daily walks. It was pleasant to see so many friendly faces, especially after the night I'm about to describe to you. We arrived into New Ulm on Friday, November 1, the day after Loki's Bash. We opted to tour the brewery the next day, so we got checked into the camper cabin, and went for a hike while the light still favored us. We did a relatively easy-looking hike that turned out to be longer than we'd intended as we must've gotten twisted around, which virtually never happens when Hubby is navigating. I think some critical signs must've been missing from the trail, and at one point I noticed there was a red flag tied to a tree branch that I assumed someone put there to guide you along to the next trail sign. I might point out here that it is ALWAYS wise to bring a satchel with water, some sort of sustenance, a flashlight, gloves, hat and other items that may be necessary to your survival should you get stuck out in the middle of the woods. Thankfully, we did not get stuck out there and found our way back with just a tinge of panic, but the thought has crossed my mind on a number of these state park hikes when we did not leave the cabin prepared, and I fretted all the while about the sun going down, leaving us city slickers utterly alone and vulnerable out in the wilds. Breathing sighs of relief at the sight of the campground, we chillaxed a bit before heading back to New Ulm city centre for a German supper at Veigel's Kaiserhoff!

Very tasty German food at the 'Hoff


Other than our craft brew faves, Schell's is a preferred big brewery beer of ours. This Fresh Hop was delicious!


We had a lovely date, gabbing and eating and drinking. We shared a German specialty plate of assorted meats, homemade sauerkraut, warm potato salad and freshly baked breads. I ordered a coffee because I was chilled to the bone after hiking, John getting a jump on the Schell's tour by sampling some of their Fresh Hop which was awesome. After filling our tummies, it was time to head back for a crackling campfire!



Getting back, we kept our warm clothes on and started up a gorgeous fire. It was fickle, and the smoke followed us every direction we went, trying to escape its bitter sting in our eyes, but it knew which way we went and then sent billows that way! As we sat there, the winds picked up even more fiercely than before, sometimes blowing out the flames of our fire leaving just glowing logs. The trees had that eerie look to them being back-lit by what remained of the sun peeking behind a closing horizon. The sky grew ever-deeper blue, then black, and the stars made their gradual, gracious appearance above. My nerves were not lacking in twitch and twitter as sounds from far away seemed to close in around us. Noises from other campers deep in the forest beyond ours in what is dubbed "primitive campground" ebbed and flowed with the direction of the winds. I was convinced there were gangs of soul-less spawns of Ed Gein partying in their bloodlust, but it was probably just a bunch of guys hanging around a campfire. John seemed completely unperturbed by these things, and he happily set about stoking the fire and snuggling me close to him, but I was on full alert, even doubly so knowing the Wild Hunt is on the loose.





The autumnal season has probably more folklore than any other, which greatly interests me. This time of year is marked by distinct changes in the weather, particularly the winds. Various traditions call this dark, liminal time The Wild Hunt. You may notice the winds getting stronger, more fierce, starkly cold, intense. If you stand upon a bridge during this time, these awesome winds can literally take your breath away. There are many variations on the story of the Wild Hunt, and sure just as many names for it, but the overarching theme is that spectral riders of gods and/or the dead spirits of our ancestors fly across the earth, gathering all the souls lost in the previous year, taking them to a "place" where (depending on the origin of the story and the ultimate Fate of the soul) consciousness resides eternally, or the soul is brought to the "cosmic soup", milled and recycled for future incarnations. In some mythologies, this is considered a wondrous, thrilling honor, and in others, a terrifying fate. It is said that should you see the Wild Hunt (or should they see you), glimpse the chariots or steeds they ride, or if you hear the baying of hounds during their ride, that you will be swept up with The Wild Hunt. As we sat there, my thoughts dwelled on these tales. As the dark deepened, so did my anxiety. I mentioned the tales lightly to John, but all the while my eyes scanned the wild woods, the bare branches of the trees, the smoke wending its way round our campfire. It was not just once my hand went to clasp my Thor's Hammer that night. Through my fear, I still had an awesome time. It may seem strange to speak of soul robbery, the cosmic soup and eternal blackness, and to also speak of romance and wonder! But I guess it's sort of like taking your honey to a scary movie, there's something about fear in humans that gives us the thrill for life, and realize the warmth and strength of those who walk our path with us.



After the shivers of cold got to be too much, and we'd had a couple of S'Mores a piece, we subdued the fire and headed indoors for some Backgammon. After playing a number of games, during which John kept returning to check on the dying coals (which flared again at one point into a full fire!), and soon we fell into our beds with our books, and gradually our eyes drew closed. I'd been up to pee in my trusty bucket a couple of times, and though I begged John not to go outside to pee for fear his living soul was in danger, he went out there anyway to relieve himself and to check on the coals. Around 2:30am, his return into the cabin must've woke me, and he beckoned me quietly, "Rachel. You've got to see this." We quietly crept outdoors and there was such a fantastic, beautiful and creepy sight! The whole valley was covered in a blanket of glittering, eerie-bright fog. It was LIGHT. It must have been the light of the moon refracting against the moisture particles in the fog, but it was light enough to see across the campground with enough clarity as to make out the pathways, individual trees and brush. We stood there, holding each other in silence as we marveled at the sight. Suddenly, I was gripped with a fear in my solar plexus. I could hear someone or something urinating. It was the unmistakable sound of a tall thing, man or beast, pissing pointedly into the ground. Unsure if John heard it, as his hearing isn't near as acute as mine, or if my paranoia was finally driving me mad, I whispered to him, "Do you hear that? Something is urinating." His body stiffened as he listened. Our eyes searched the campgrounds, but neither of us seeing the source of the peeing. It was close enough that I thought it could be coming from behind our cabin. My panic had to be restrained as I saw John quietly reach for the door of the cabin. We moved quickly inside, locking the door behind us. I had to forcefully quell the rising frenzy of fear! In my mind, I was telling myself it must be a large deer, taking innocent relief of its bladder as it strolled through its wooded home, unawares of frightened humans in its midst. But the other part of my mind was telling me it was some drunken brute, armed with his hunting gun and looking for a thrill to cap off his evening of terrible deeds so common to man. The motives of men scare me perhaps more than anything, but the fear of pure primal instinct in the form of a hungry bear lags not far behind. I never knew I had such a fear of bears until I started camping. But from the dark recesses of my mind, it has been uncovered. It was some time before we could fall asleep again.

As ever, the light of a new day brings with it relief and hope and energy for new adventures. We dressed quickly and ran into town for coffee, not wanting to spend the rest of our time in the woods fussing over a fire. We had granola breakfast bars and apples, then set off for a long, wonderful hike into the woods, made hospitable by the sun. We came across a whole flock of wild turkeys along the path who skittered along the trail before us! So funny to watch :) We hiked along the Cottonwood River, that ran smooth but quite low, and among the brilliant red-orange maples and great oaks. We came across a perfect little skull of some critter we couldn't identify. We saw lots of molds and mushrooms growing on the trees and in the ground, including some of the most massive fungi we've ever seen! All the while, I could feel John's tension from his daily troubles ease even more as we walked and talked lightly amongst the trees and dirt. There is sometimes a great chasm of longing and emptiness that I feel inside, and some time ago, I realized that it was eased and filled and comforted by being with nature. We need nature, it is part of us humans. It IS us. Those of us Minneapolitan's don't have to go far to find it, but we do need to do it consciously. Especially for us who live among the concrete jungles of downtown, we must seek it out. And so I noticed that John's jitters and agitation and stress lightened all the more by this long, sunny, cool walk. I think many people do not put their finger upon this need, and try fruitlessly to fill that empty space with material things, not ever realizing that it can't be filled with stuff, it needs to be filled with soul.



































After enjoying our long, relaxing hike, we bid farewell to the cabin that kept our bodies and souls safe through the night. I said goodbye to the flying squirrels that kept flitting through the trees, the many crows that had made noisy flights above us, to the eerie valley and its many secrets. We packed the car and headed into town for the Schell's brewery tour!



Schell's Brewery is stunningly beautiful, at least from the outside. They were doing extensive renovations on the interior buildings, so we could not tour them, but the grounds and mansion were simply gorgeous. I'm usually not too taken with grandiose, lavishness, but these grounds and buildings were not simply erected, they were crafted.











For $3, you get a detail of the very interesting history of the brewery, the family and its interesting lineage, the Native American uprisings that left Schell's lands untouched as the rest of the city burned based on their good relationship with local Native peoples, and their ongoing survival during the long Prohibition years. Oh, and also a load of free beer! We must've sampled 12 kinds of beer! I had to be very careful with portions, taking only a sip of each one, because I was driving home. We hung around the brewery grounds for quite awhile, too, just to allow a little more time before jumping in the car straight away. They keep deer and peacocks on the grounds, though it was never explained and now I wish I would have asked about them. I even scored a couple of peacock under-feathers as we meandered the grounds. The peacocks had FOUR little babies! And there were two young deer, as well. It was truly a gorgeous place! What a dream job, to be a brew-meister and mistress, living in the gorgeous Minnesota woodlands!




























Sunday, November 24, 2013

Loki's Hallowe'en Bash

I won't go into too much detail about my issues with holidays, only to say they are many and fill me with a sadness and angst I have never quite put words to. Inside, I think I am a very traditional person who secretly desires a very traditional life, which is completely opposite the life I've lived, and incidentally, quite opposite the person I actually am. I try to embrace the life that I have by making the best of the situation I was given and honor the person who was shaped by these non-traditional events, but I also try to change that which makes me unhappy about myself and the way I live. In fact, I think probably the hardest lesson for each of us is to reconcile that which we cannot change, and make the changes that we can in order to live up to our fullest potential, that is, our soul's purpose. Kicking off this dark season of angst is Hallowe'en. I have a desire to take back the holidays that got sort of torn away from me somehow. I want to learn how to celebrate what are now legitimate holy days for me (or rather, the days that honor the changing holy seasons), and to do it my own way. The holidays have become something deeper to me since uncovering my beliefs, and so what I thought I once wanted has now morphed and changed into something deeper. Though John and I have differing beliefs, he is very respectful in supporting my spirituality, and he's been great at helping to reshape these days into something that is meaningful to both of us as a couple, while also honoring my spiritual practice. So as you can imagine, I was thrilled when he emailed me at work telling me there was an event being held at the Swedish Institute called "Loki's Hallowe'en Bash"! I didn't want to miss out on getting tickets, so I ordered them right then!

We had the best time. Though we did not dress up in costume, we went in plain clothes and enjoyed all the costumes, and decided that we would dress up next year as characters from the Norse pantheon. I got my picture taken with the resident Odin, and Thor and Loki were running around together greeting guests all night. There was an older man who came dressed as Odin, and it was the most awesome Odin costume of the evening, complete with black, hooded cloak, large sorcerer's staff and two ravens. We wandered all around the museum, taking in each of the Nine Worlds that they had assigned to various areas and decked out accordingly. We started things off with a lovely meal in the feasting hall of Valhöll, where giant, beautiful wooden tables lined the great room, each with lovely, glass candelabra's and tiny assortments of gourds on them, and we feasted on roasted squash with buttery wild rice and cranberries on top, two skewers of roasted brussel sprouts, and a giant turkey leg. A couple of bands were scheduled to play in this room, and the first band were dressed all in black with skeletons painted on them, their faces obscured by skull make-up, and reminded me more of Haitian Voudou spirits than Norse anything, but very Hallowe'en-y, and they looked altogether creepy through their face paint! Their music was appropriately shrill and eerie. We sipped our ales as we wandered around the rest of the worlds.

Feasting hall of Valhöll


Scrumptious dinner fit for a Viking on a diet


Me, geeking out about it all


Schmooping it up in Åsgård


Me with the giant, resident Óðinn in his kingly garb


Múspellheim was my favorite. In the mythology, Múspellheim is one of the first worlds in existence, a world of fire. The creature that rules over this world, Surtr, was present at the party, and what a scary character they got to represent him! He was a slender man, dressed in black and red, with his face painted a scary, fiery red and had horns attached to his head. He was walking on strange stilts that reminded me of Oscar Pistorius's prosthetic legs and carried an enormous staff as he looked ominously down upon everyone. I greeted him and received a burning glare in return! Yikes! What can one expect from a creature of flame, from a world whose name translates to something like "world-destroyers"? The world was set outside in the courtyard, with fires burning all around, a bar to quench the thirst, and a tent with some Viking enthusiasts whom we chatted up for awhile before it started raining and they brought their incredible swords and carved wooden planks into their tent. The best part was this awesome, symbolic coincidence. In the Norse creation story, the formation of our solar system is symbolized by the story of Múspellheim merging with Niflheim, a world of ice, or "Mist World". The two worlds were polar opposites within a primordial void that the Norse called Ginnungagap, or "Yawning Void", and over time the heat of Múspellheim melted the ice of Niflheim and created water and steam, yada yada yada, this interaction eventually led to the big bang. I pondered all of this as we, such small and puny humans in such a vastness as can rob your breath, watched as these similar forces converged, the cold rain creating an eerie mist of steam as it mingled with the hot flames that surrounded the courtyard. A magical start to our fun evening!

The resident Surtr (and me, keeping my distance)


This humble little tree was decked out as The World Tree, Yggdrasill:


Warming our rumps by the fires of Múspellheim


Posing with Yggrasill


Coming in from the chill, we went into the crafting room set up so that guests could make their own masks! How fun to make art with my Hubby?! Neither of us being terribly artistic with ours, we made superhero-looking masks, not wanting to spend our whole evening obsessing over them. We lamenting not bringing our Mexican wrestling masks to wear! We stuck the paper masks on our heads, and set out to see the rest of the museum, which we had once before visited. The place is huge and beautiful, loads of windows and hard wood everywhere. I completely lost track of where we were in terms of the Nine Worlds, but I remember thinking that we didn't come across a single Hel, the goddess of the realm of death! I made a mental note to come up with a kickass Hel costume next year...although there's a part of me that is superstitious about dressing as a being that embodies death. Don't wanna give the Universe any premature ideas, ya know?! Of course, from my perspective, you'd have to be careful dressing as any of them, then, because they all symbolize something. Maybe just a simple black kitty will be my costume :)

We came upon a cool display of the traditional garb of the Nordic peoples and we marveled over the gorgeous embroidery. The population of the party multiplied exponentially, most people in costumes of varying degrees of coolness and conceptual-ness. We checked out another table of Viking stuff on display, and asked questions about the bone runes and cow drinking horns (I've got to get me one of those!) and of course, we drank more ale! We even stopped off to see an over-the-top actor/story teller recount some of the myths to a room full of interested listeners. In one of the worlds, they had a circus performer tumbling around inside a giant, clear, inflatable balloon. They had a table set up for some paranormal group that we bypassed, and supposedly there was someone reading tarot cards but we never did find them. There was a room where people were writing their own obituaries (that we had little humor for since we've had the displeasure of writing a real one) and there was a fascinating concept of the Silent Dance Party, a room with blue disco lights and a bunch of people with headphones on tuned into 89.9 The Current and dancing to music only they could hear! I LOVED that idea, it was so weird and funny! We stood and giggled for awhile, but didn't dance. We held hands, walked around gaping at everything. John got tangled up in some lady's long train of tulle and ended up bring a hunk of it home with him! Hee hee! We didn't stay terribly late, and as it was getting more difficult to get around and I could sense my "crabby meter" twitching up the dial as we squeezed with ever more difficulty through the claustrophobic hall- and stairways, we decided it would be a nice capper on the night to head home and snuggle with the kitties in front of the fire.

It was a nice start on the journey to make the holidays a little more special :)