Sunday, November 24, 2013

Loki's Hallowe'en Bash

I won't go into too much detail about my issues with holidays, only to say they are many and fill me with a sadness and angst I have never quite put words to. Inside, I think I am a very traditional person who secretly desires a very traditional life, which is completely opposite the life I've lived, and incidentally, quite opposite the person I actually am. I try to embrace the life that I have by making the best of the situation I was given and honor the person who was shaped by these non-traditional events, but I also try to change that which makes me unhappy about myself and the way I live. In fact, I think probably the hardest lesson for each of us is to reconcile that which we cannot change, and make the changes that we can in order to live up to our fullest potential, that is, our soul's purpose. Kicking off this dark season of angst is Hallowe'en. I have a desire to take back the holidays that got sort of torn away from me somehow. I want to learn how to celebrate what are now legitimate holy days for me (or rather, the days that honor the changing holy seasons), and to do it my own way. The holidays have become something deeper to me since uncovering my beliefs, and so what I thought I once wanted has now morphed and changed into something deeper. Though John and I have differing beliefs, he is very respectful in supporting my spirituality, and he's been great at helping to reshape these days into something that is meaningful to both of us as a couple, while also honoring my spiritual practice. So as you can imagine, I was thrilled when he emailed me at work telling me there was an event being held at the Swedish Institute called "Loki's Hallowe'en Bash"! I didn't want to miss out on getting tickets, so I ordered them right then!

We had the best time. Though we did not dress up in costume, we went in plain clothes and enjoyed all the costumes, and decided that we would dress up next year as characters from the Norse pantheon. I got my picture taken with the resident Odin, and Thor and Loki were running around together greeting guests all night. There was an older man who came dressed as Odin, and it was the most awesome Odin costume of the evening, complete with black, hooded cloak, large sorcerer's staff and two ravens. We wandered all around the museum, taking in each of the Nine Worlds that they had assigned to various areas and decked out accordingly. We started things off with a lovely meal in the feasting hall of Valhöll, where giant, beautiful wooden tables lined the great room, each with lovely, glass candelabra's and tiny assortments of gourds on them, and we feasted on roasted squash with buttery wild rice and cranberries on top, two skewers of roasted brussel sprouts, and a giant turkey leg. A couple of bands were scheduled to play in this room, and the first band were dressed all in black with skeletons painted on them, their faces obscured by skull make-up, and reminded me more of Haitian Voudou spirits than Norse anything, but very Hallowe'en-y, and they looked altogether creepy through their face paint! Their music was appropriately shrill and eerie. We sipped our ales as we wandered around the rest of the worlds.

Feasting hall of Valhöll


Scrumptious dinner fit for a Viking on a diet


Me, geeking out about it all


Schmooping it up in Åsgård


Me with the giant, resident Óðinn in his kingly garb


Múspellheim was my favorite. In the mythology, Múspellheim is one of the first worlds in existence, a world of fire. The creature that rules over this world, Surtr, was present at the party, and what a scary character they got to represent him! He was a slender man, dressed in black and red, with his face painted a scary, fiery red and had horns attached to his head. He was walking on strange stilts that reminded me of Oscar Pistorius's prosthetic legs and carried an enormous staff as he looked ominously down upon everyone. I greeted him and received a burning glare in return! Yikes! What can one expect from a creature of flame, from a world whose name translates to something like "world-destroyers"? The world was set outside in the courtyard, with fires burning all around, a bar to quench the thirst, and a tent with some Viking enthusiasts whom we chatted up for awhile before it started raining and they brought their incredible swords and carved wooden planks into their tent. The best part was this awesome, symbolic coincidence. In the Norse creation story, the formation of our solar system is symbolized by the story of Múspellheim merging with Niflheim, a world of ice, or "Mist World". The two worlds were polar opposites within a primordial void that the Norse called Ginnungagap, or "Yawning Void", and over time the heat of Múspellheim melted the ice of Niflheim and created water and steam, yada yada yada, this interaction eventually led to the big bang. I pondered all of this as we, such small and puny humans in such a vastness as can rob your breath, watched as these similar forces converged, the cold rain creating an eerie mist of steam as it mingled with the hot flames that surrounded the courtyard. A magical start to our fun evening!

The resident Surtr (and me, keeping my distance)


This humble little tree was decked out as The World Tree, Yggdrasill:


Warming our rumps by the fires of Múspellheim


Posing with Yggrasill


Coming in from the chill, we went into the crafting room set up so that guests could make their own masks! How fun to make art with my Hubby?! Neither of us being terribly artistic with ours, we made superhero-looking masks, not wanting to spend our whole evening obsessing over them. We lamenting not bringing our Mexican wrestling masks to wear! We stuck the paper masks on our heads, and set out to see the rest of the museum, which we had once before visited. The place is huge and beautiful, loads of windows and hard wood everywhere. I completely lost track of where we were in terms of the Nine Worlds, but I remember thinking that we didn't come across a single Hel, the goddess of the realm of death! I made a mental note to come up with a kickass Hel costume next year...although there's a part of me that is superstitious about dressing as a being that embodies death. Don't wanna give the Universe any premature ideas, ya know?! Of course, from my perspective, you'd have to be careful dressing as any of them, then, because they all symbolize something. Maybe just a simple black kitty will be my costume :)

We came upon a cool display of the traditional garb of the Nordic peoples and we marveled over the gorgeous embroidery. The population of the party multiplied exponentially, most people in costumes of varying degrees of coolness and conceptual-ness. We checked out another table of Viking stuff on display, and asked questions about the bone runes and cow drinking horns (I've got to get me one of those!) and of course, we drank more ale! We even stopped off to see an over-the-top actor/story teller recount some of the myths to a room full of interested listeners. In one of the worlds, they had a circus performer tumbling around inside a giant, clear, inflatable balloon. They had a table set up for some paranormal group that we bypassed, and supposedly there was someone reading tarot cards but we never did find them. There was a room where people were writing their own obituaries (that we had little humor for since we've had the displeasure of writing a real one) and there was a fascinating concept of the Silent Dance Party, a room with blue disco lights and a bunch of people with headphones on tuned into 89.9 The Current and dancing to music only they could hear! I LOVED that idea, it was so weird and funny! We stood and giggled for awhile, but didn't dance. We held hands, walked around gaping at everything. John got tangled up in some lady's long train of tulle and ended up bring a hunk of it home with him! Hee hee! We didn't stay terribly late, and as it was getting more difficult to get around and I could sense my "crabby meter" twitching up the dial as we squeezed with ever more difficulty through the claustrophobic hall- and stairways, we decided it would be a nice capper on the night to head home and snuggle with the kitties in front of the fire.

It was a nice start on the journey to make the holidays a little more special :)